Here I lay, contemplating.

Still in the same place. Laying on our big, black and squishy love sac watching a re-run of House in a dull mood. In the background Lia and Alex fight over nothing and Whitney is getting ready to shower. Although their lives aren't exciting right this minute exciting things are happening for so many, lives changing both good and bad, and here I lay. Here I lay, over and over again while the world around me keeps spinning.

I lay here waiting for viruses and hormones to just nicely stop bothering me. 

I have so much I want to do, so many things I want to accomplish and here I lay.

Hour after, hour, after hour. I know my roommates are sick of my just lying here taking up the tv,  but I keep staying here. Nap on, nap off.

So that's it, enough with being sick and tired all the time, so here is my "all better list" the public one.

1. Go on a really decent date. Its been a good long time. And I'd like to be treated like a lady, and laugh and have a great time. I'm willing to be set up.

2. Get a job as a phlebotomist.

3. Be able to volunteer whenever I want because I feel good enough to take care of others and not just myself.

4. Run my 6 mile run I used to be able to do everyday.

5. Get on Student Government.

6. Read a book I want to read, instead of have to.

8. Get into the nursing program.

9. Hike Angel's Landing

10. Wakeboard 

11. Be able to work enough to actually save!

12. Play Frisbee

13. Play sot

14. Get married. 

15. Maybe before that one, date someone first. That always helps.

But as for me and right now, I will just keep laying here....and I am going to go back to sleep.